desires unmet, stillborn dreams

blue tinged memories of 27 year hopes and wishes
visions of union
souls entertwined and understanding
drunk on the possibilities
intoxication, wandered,
lost focus, lost track
missed connections
never met, never talked,
never made dreams happen
30 year hunger
35 year worry
40 year exhaustion
45 year giving up
untie me
i wanted something, i wanted it all,
i asked for connection, but didn’t ask anyone
i missed the boat
i closed the window
now melancholia now
and remembrance and
blue tinged memories
untie me

Published by Shawn

He's just this guy, you know?