I can’t keep going on like this. Those of you who know me know that I’m not one for airing out my dirty laundry, but I’m in pain. Death is not the worst outcome…an empty life is much worse. I keep wondering what will finally cause me to break inside, what it will take to snap my mind in two. How far until I’m one of the hollow shells standing at the intersection holding a sign declaring my descent. Hungry. Anything helps. God bless.