Christmas this year was quiet. Some would say lackluster. Tried to sleep in, but Santa brought me a stuffy nose, which made breathing through my CPAP impossible. So I got up early. Made breakfast. Cleaned the kitchen and took a shower. After dressing, mother called from the family gathering back home. Got to greet everyone …
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Mumb
Currently in a state of spirit death. The only thing I do anymore is work, watch video, and try to mollify the pain of existence. What do I do when I get bored? I log in to work. Nights. Weekends. If you can make a living doing what you love, you will never work a …
Alonesgiving
On a typical year, I travel home to Texarkana to spend time with my family during the Thanksgiving holiday, since most jobs guarantee time off for a large chunk of days. So, of the past 20 years living here, I’ve spent the holiday in Austin maybe three times. I’ve not been to a Friendsgiving orphan …
Icosiennial
Twenty years ago, I remember feeling hope. Was working a shit job doing overnight front desk at a hotel, night audit. Living in my mother’s rented house. Scratching my ankles every day because the carpets were still tainted from the flea bombs we set while moving in nine months prior. Glaring at the daylight streaming …
Hello!
Some things have changed here at Phaysis. My music, which was hosted on mp3.com, is no longer there. Mp3.com has gone the way of the dodo, the dinosaur, and the stock acquisition. R.I.P. MP3.com It’s been a great ride. Hopefully soon I’ll be able to get my music posted here and made publicly accessible for …