Constant existential nagging. Feeling it pretty bad lately. The stable half that pushes for self-sufficiency Is in a lockstep battle with The unstable half that pushes for self-agency. I don’t think I’ll ever be fully settled in my life, One of those lives lived in A permanent state of temporality. I think it’s a side …
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Bump and Grind
Really feeling it, the existential nature of my own reality. So bedraggled. Not enough sleep, not with my need to live a worthwhile life conflicting with my need to hold down a job. This weekend, I finally caught up on my sleep and am well-rested. Unfortunately, I’m rested and awake enough to realize just how …
In the End
Same company, same job, new role. Heavy duties. Soul-crushing. Instead of making sure typical users can play Farmville while on Skype with company hardware, I’ll be managing a room full of test systems, each identical except for their own particular quirks, while I attempt to run a range of benchmarks on them to determine how …