I gotta find some other place to be, because where I am is leaving me worthless. What I do is leaving me empty. Who I’m with is leaving me alone.
Category Archives: Journal
Invisible Rabbit
Thanks, everyone, for your concern for my physical well-being during this Hurricane Harvey event. I’m fine. Most of Austin is fine. Matter of fact, we’re just inconvenienced by the slow, constant rain and gusty wind. The worst my 2nd-story apartment got was a 3-minute power outage Saturday afternoon, and my UPS systems kept my computers …
To Do Is To Be
Constant existential nagging. Feeling it pretty bad lately. The stable half that pushes for self-sufficiency Is in a lockstep battle with The unstable half that pushes for self-agency. I don’t think I’ll ever be fully settled in my life, One of those lives lived in A permanent state of temporality. I think it’s a side …
Rover Teeth
Getting bored more and more easily. Antsy, even. My acquaintances are, for the most part, not interested in me enough to pull me out of my doldrums; just sitting within earshot of them while I stare at my phone is perhaps the most painful way to spend my time. So I typically do the Irish …
Blade Out, Turned Inward, For You
To those of you who follow me on the various social media: you’ve come to expect that most of the personal, introspective, realistic things I post are self-deprecating jokes, right? I can speak something serious, something plain and direct, but in the comments, you’re joking because you think I’m joking. Right? OK. So here’s a …