It’s taken a long time and a lot of work to get here, but I think I’ve finally cultivated a healthy work-WORK balance. I mean, WTF to people even do with the “Life” part of their balance? Post self care memes on Instagram? I don’t understand. If I don’t work 7 days a week, it’ll …
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A Project of Life
I had some time today, split between projects at work and home, to think about how I got here. What single inflection point could have contributed the greatest to my current vector? My mother takes some of the credit. Aside from the standard keep-me-alive stuff, the greatest thing she did for me was give me …
Mumb
Currently in a state of spirit death. The only thing I do anymore is work, watch video, and try to mollify the pain of existence. What do I do when I get bored? I log in to work. Nights. Weekends. If you can make a living doing what you love, you will never work a …
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I wish I could live correctly, but instead I find myself spending my free time doing work-work, and the interstitial time wondering where my free time has gone and how to get it back by declaring PTO (paid time off) on my timesheet so I could go out into the world and get an atom …
Needed not wanted
Sometimes I just want to be in a space where no demands are placed on me. This is where I turn off notifications and devices and leave groups and turn off lights. Just let me have, like, five fucking minutes of peace, ok?