Not writing a retrospective on 2025. But I will go on to say that this has been a difficult year, what with the stressors and declining health and loss of hope and prospect for the future. I’ve locked into a bad rhythm. There has to be more than four on the floor and snare on the three.
Feeling like I should commit to an austere lifestyle to prolong myself. Too Much of Everything: eating, drinking, collecting, scrolling, worrying. It’s all so much, but still I have a hunger.
I need to destroy this rhythm. Or do I? Yes, but no.
I don’t know.