I have never been shadow banned. But here I am. Not on Facebook or Instagram or Tumblr or Twitter. On Mastodon. Of all the places that are safe. Mastodon. I thought I was an ally. I feel like an ally. I believe I’m an ally. But I don’t look or sound like an ally. So …
Tag Archives: sadness
To Feel Love
I’m going to write about a dream. This morning, I had a fucked-up dream. I was in love; this girl and I were hanging out. Something small was in bloom. As dreams go, she dropped out of the plot as I went elsewhere. I was in a big house, ostensibly a place I lived in. …
Too Tired for Idealism
Listening to Sophie & Ives’ song “Awaken”. Fucking phenomenal. Product of a transoceanic love affair between two artists, an american man and a New Zealand woman. An impossible love affair made possible by the internet. The hunger of the lyrics, and embrace of the music. Fuck. This is why I love the net; this kind …